They drag the blade
Across the flesh of their wrists
The wellspring of their lives
Spray you in the face
And you twist away
You twist away!
First instinct
To jerk to the left
From the exhilarating blast
Caught off guard
Just right
To retard the intellect…
They will live
They will last the night
As they lick the last drop
From your sight.
Do not regard me
In any manner.
I am the motion
Not the flesh
Nor the explosive spray.
I remain saner
Than the illusion you eye.
But I
See them
And that is my insanity…
Mine alone.
I see
The cut.
I see the spray.
I see the inevitable
Turning away….
I am never a part
But apart fucking
Disassociation…
And praying
For Immaculate Conception
Amongst the betraying.
Look!
WHAT MORE CAN THEY DO?
There is nothing more than death
They can give to you!
But you take their first born…
You do…
And you sacrifice them
At the first turn of the full moon
With their wrists raised
In offering…
And I work.
I do.
Do not regard me
In any manner.
I am the motion
Not the flesh
Nor the explosive spray.
I remain saner
Than the illusion you eye.
I merely lie
In bed at night
And cry…
For my pitiful self
For I will never
Accept their decisions
Of censorship,
Commercialization,
Worship
Of power… recognition
Within this hour
I hate you
In a way that they won’t.
They want your money.
I don’t.
©Jen2010 7–26









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Wow Kid, INTENSE! As always you sail uncharted waters. Kudos on this write.

By the way where did ya get a MAC?
A Mac? What are you talking about?