Posts Tagged ‘Dark Poetry’

The Mind of God

Tuesday, August 9th, 2011

In the mind of God
Lies infi­nite vio­lence
Sad angels laugh in des­per­a­tion…
Claws scrape across bar­ri­caded win­dows
Screech­ing and ter­ri­ble
In their finality

“Can I sit with you?“
Her front teeth were miss­ing
But it only made her
More beau­ti­ful
Like the dam­aged statue of a God­dess
Who had sur­vived the abuse of time and Hun invaders

Phar­ma­ceu­ti­cal lobot­o­mies bind the truth seers tongue
The feral bark­ing of wild dogs
The only poetry left

“Will you love me?“
She asked
As she lay down to die

Fire is no longer Fire
but
Exha­la­tions of God’s con­tempt
Leav­ing behind blacked pil­lars
and marred beauty
Dam­aged dreams

“Will you smile for me?“
She asked

Blood seeped from her eyes
Her mouth
She paints her­self
I silently scream
In the red of Novas
Pas­sion stains her pale skin

Empty chairs …empty thrones… empty words…
Street Dogs look at me with know­ing eyes…
They howl a wild song
Echo­ing through the stars
They blacken the dark­ness
Give birth to an old truth

“You must love me else I die alone”

Tears are not soft pil­lows upon which to rest
They are acetic and burn like Greek fire

What was I to do?
She became liq­uid in my arms
I could sip her from a straw
Taste her essence
Anoint myself
In her bloody water of truth

I sought night­mares
To shade
What she had become

Yet
She boiled away
and was no more

Her vapor painted the room
And I walked alone
Into the night

Meant to Bleed

Monday, November 8th, 2010

All my fault
I wanted to belong
To be a part of it
Always peer­ing through that gate
That fence
That cage
That caul

So they gave me
The white pills
And the tan pills
The big pills
and cute lit­tle foot­balls
All very sci­en­tific
Stamped and approved
By the FDA

Would they change me?
Would I no longer be
Who I am?
They laugh at me
Ain’t that the point
You stu­pid mother fucker!

I took em
I hear them Yippie-yi-yo-ki-yaying
Through by blood­stream
like kids on a water slide
But when they get to my brain
Oh they get seri­ous
I can hear the clang of ham­mers
And dron­ing sounds of drills
And the rum­ble of heavy machin­ery
Earth movers and cranes
A mech­a­nized symphony

And they don’t change me
They don’t change any­thing
Numb me for an hour or two
Bout it.

You can never fix a bro­ken mir­ror
or read a book
With miss­ing pages
Mute peo­ple can’t talk
And the deaf can’t hear
Some things are just meant
To be bro­ken
cracked and imper­fect
Some things are just meant
To bleed

So I can never have their love
or their joy
or their beauty
their con­tent­ments
their smiles

I don’t under­stand them
And they’ll never under­stand me
Noth­ing wrong with that
Just the way it is
Some things are just meant to be bro­ken
Some things are just meant to bleed.

Shadows

Monday, November 8th, 2010

Color left the world
And…
The Sun called it in
A pen light
Shin­ing
In tombs
In misty grave­yards
In silent hells
In undis­cov­ered mass graves
In yawn­ing pits of despair
In the widened eyes of the murdered

In the halls of the damned

The Dead call to me
In tongues
At Once
Whis­per­ing
Cajol­ing
Stri­dent
Con­sum­ing
Ter­ri­ble
Only I can hear them

Objects are dimen­sion­less
Depth flees
Width and length
Have no size
Only shad­ows
Only shadows

The world stops
I can hear it strug­gle
To Breathe
Sip­ping breath
Like an elixir of doom

Smiles become winces
Joy – hys­te­ria
Love – obses­sion
Altru­ism a car­cass
Devoured
By beaks sharp­ened
On the cloaked shores of mys­te­ri­ous lands
I can hear waves crash
In unimag­in­able vio­lence
I can hear screams as bones snap
The watery sound of sev­ered throats
Plead for mercy
Plead for meaning

They’re only voices
Only sounds
Only shad­ows
March­ing to war
To a cadence
That has sounded
Through the ages
Can you hear it?
Deeper than a heart­beat
rum­bling
Shak­ing moun­tains
Like A hur­ri­cane wind
It blows

It will never stop
it can
Never stop

They’re…
Only sounds
Only voices
Only dark­ness
Only wind
Only one heart beat­ing
Only shadows

Carousel

Sunday, April 18th, 2010

The world spins
The omnipresent com­post heap
Obey­ing New­ton­ian laws
Uncon­cerned
Cold
Distant

It don’t give a Fuck
If you live
Or if you die

It just

Turns

And you die

One day at a time

Clocks do not exist in nature
Just our way
Of count­ing down

To check out time

Lord how we hate those ticks

Tick

Tick

Tick

It approx­i­mates the beat
Of a heart

Which

One day

Will no longer

Tick

Don’t worry bout it

The Carousel

Is still going

To

Spin

And God smiled

Tuesday, April 13th, 2010

Savage cold froze tears
Shed in the unquench­able fires
The click clack of cat­tle cars
On smooth high­ways of steel
Hyp­no­tized
Like the coiled rat­tle of snakes
Ven­omous and demand­ing



The air was stale
Tainted by tired breath
Love had no place here
It fled
Embar­rassed by its weak­ness
Its false heart
Yet singing its own glory
Skip­ping and hold­ing hands with invis­i­ble Jus­tice



Herded into shacks
Made of Earth bone
Cursed wood
And the dried hides of Demons
The tor­tured screams of sac­ri­fi­cial lambs
Bleat­ing
mes­mer­iz­ing
drown­ing out all sounds
Of nor­malcy
Appendages of the damned
Clawed Blood runes onto wooden floors
Incan­ta­tions invok­ing divin­ity



“Am I not a Son of David?“
“Wouldst thou for­sake me Lord?“



The sky rum­bled and parted in majes­tic dis­play
And
God
Smiled


Hud­dled skele­tal mon­sters
Where flesh refused to take root
Bones grow­ing
Skin with­er­ing
Daugh­ters raped
The teeth of Sons removed for metal
To fash­ion char­i­ots for ancient Death Kings
Life­times removed from false hope
A miasma of evil Blot­ted Sun
it will never be inno­cent again
Nor will it ever shine as bright



Lib­er­a­tors bear­ing sticks of death
Saw the walk­ing corpses
In this camp of death
They vom­ited up fake hel­los
And shal­low mean­der­ings
Of a dis­tant san­ity
For­ever lost
To evil’s banal face



The world stopped
And was rede­fined



The skele­tal horde
Walked as col­lec­tive accu­sa­tions



As one man
they looked
To the sky
And demanded
“How can this be?”

The sky parted
Seraphim’s and Elohim’s
Bore the Arc of the Covenant
Blaz­ing in Nova light
Pow­er­ful voices Boomed
Across the dark­ened sky
“Holy Holy Holy“
“Behold the face of omnipotence”

God Looked down
And
God



Smiled

My Tears Sizzel in Hell

Tuesday, March 2nd, 2010

They come unbid­den
Hated mois­ture best left for ger­mi­nat­ing some­one else’s pain
Blub­ber­ing like some fag­got Mother fucker

Don’t touch me!
I do not need your comfort!

When they come
They will not stop
A bro­ken water main
Fuck­ing with traf­fic
STOP YOU MOTHER FUCKER
I am NOT A FAGGOT!

yet they leak from my eyes
Palm pressed against can not stem that flow
Stain­ing clothe innu­mer­able
as I cry blood!

Why am I thus assaulted?

Why does the lonely cry of a mourn­ing dove
Drive me to my knees?
Why does the wist­ful look of part­ing lovers
scream heartache that shakes my soul!

Do my tears
par­ti­tion this Earth
And renew this World?

I will have no part of this madness!

I will drown in them
Let my tears siz­zle in Hell
I will bath this world in tears
and dim the flames of pain

Siz­zle tears of blood
my gift to this sad world.

The Vultures Sing

Tuesday, February 23rd, 2010

The Vul­tures sing
A vicious song
Rapa­cious
Bit­ter



Hun­gry



Patient



Glid­ing
Upon invis­i­ble air
Wings paint­ing death



Their clock ticks slow
Like metronomes
Bleed­ing
Mor­tal­ity



Their har­mony
Dis­cor­dant
Jagged
Dis­so­nant
Atonal
Sus­pended fourth
Need­ing res­o­lu­tion



They alight
On the fir­ma­ment
Coal black eyes
See­ing through Life
Pass the veil
Into eter­nal
Damna­tion



Wait­ing
For the last beat of the heart
For the feast



They are God’s
Favorite chil­dren



He loves their song
Plays it con­stantly
On his celes­tial iPod



“Sing my off­spring”
“Sing me to sleep”



God slept



And
No one
NO ONE
NO ONE



Can



Ever
Wake
That
Mother
Fucker
Up





Her Reflection~para

Tuesday, February 9th, 2010

She sits at her van­ity
Peer­ing at her reflec­tion…
Deep lines plague her fore­head,
Her pale skin, matte,
The down­turned scowl denies
Any beauty to radi­ate
From her vis­age–
He had made her ugly.



He’d poi­soned the well
From which her quill drank
Until all she could express
Was vile anger and repug­nance;
It stole the sun from her days
And the com­fort from her pil­lows
At night.



He’d sent let­ters of splen­dor
Exquis­ite out­pour­ings of ado­ra­tion
And strik­ing gar­dens of golden sun­sets,
Such awe-inspiring images of devo­tion
And eter­nal love–
They were never addressed to her.
Still
She kept them tucked in her heart,
Decay rooted into infec­tion
And dis­ease surged out­ward
With each silent beat.



She sits at her van­ity
Peer­ing into her reflec­tion
Rem­i­nisc­ing moments
Of days
When the warmth of the sun caressed her cheek
And flow­ers per­ished fra­grant
For her mere atten­tion…
She had been beau­ti­ful then.






©Jen2010 2–8

Our House Of Horror~para

Monday, February 8th, 2010

I’m at a loss as I fall
To my knees and scream to what lies beyond
The skies
What lies beyond the walls
Of this house you’ve built for us…



I hear your cries shack­led
In a room far below
Stir­ring the dust on my chains
As I rant and rave in defi­ance
To these blood-encrusted cuffs meant not to drain
The life cours­ing through my veins
But my will…
My will to escape…



The dark­ness bub­bles before my eyes
Stained in the deep­est red
For it’s all that I see
Derid­ing the light of truth
That I will never be free of this house
Of your cries
That I can never assuage…



Music down the hall seeks
To nul­lify
To tem­per my fevered brow
But it only lends eerie to hor­ri­fied
Lends ques­tion to fear
For now
Is the only moment my life can grasp…



Upon bruised and scabbed knees
I hang
Arms splayed in a mock cross
Bleed­ing from the inside out
Too many years resid­ing in the dark
A noc­tur­nal wisp of a soul
Sac­ri­ficed
For your free­dom…



Free­dom you never embraced.



©Jen2010 2–8

The Ground Upon Which Riots Flare~para

Sunday, February 7th, 2010

My words and thoughts are sought
On the mat­ter
But blocked
Dis­man­tled by the uni­ver­sal cock
Of the mad hat­ter…



Block it.
Seal the dark­ness from the light
Of the lat­ter.
Light always has a way of pen­e­tra­tion
Forc­ing its way into the degen­er­a­tion
Of white on black
That lacks noth­ing more
Than the sub­stance of color.



It calms
It claims vir­tual real­ity of valor
In the sub-sequential dual­ity
Of twin peaks
Wink­ing at the sun above the mist of cloud.



They want me dead
And so do I…
Aloud…
But you just can’t let the grip slack
No mat­ter what turns black
And what falls to frost bite.



Des­per­a­tion isn’t a pretty color
At nightvi­o­lent
Some­where between the ultra vio­lent
And infra-readiness…



I won’t live on the edge of your rib­bon
As less
As adorn­ment
Or sed­i­ment dried
By blaz­ing sun­light and ter­mi­nal winds
As for­lorn spent
On Sun­day after­noons.



I am every color of the rain­bow
And the moon
Muted to mono­chrome too soon
By the whimsy thrown
And tied at the ends of braids…
I’m not here to pretty the parades
Of black and white cha­rades.



I won’t stay
To wit­ness your decay.
I won’t stay
To wit­ness my mon­soon of tears…
Not tomor­row or today.
You could claim your fears
But they knew you wouldn’t…
There’s so much more
That means so much more to you
That you couldn’t.



I’ll refrain from weav­ing chains
That grew
Around the cir­cum­stance
Meant to only drain you
And the color from the worth of dance
And it wanes…
Con­se­quen­tial panes
Of mir­rored glass…



You turned me into you:



Chaotic and lost
In Won­der­land alas…
Where the only way out
Is through
This
Pass.



Unfor­tu­nate to be left with only
Through.






©Jen2010 2–6



Cours­ing
Under­stand­ing
Only nul­li­fies
Ther­mal heated electro-magnetism
Of top­i­cal heroic ego­tism regur­gi­tated
So I dream ethe­real…



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