Posts Tagged ‘devotion’
Lord of the Sky
Monday, June 20th, 2011Flashlight Dreams
Thursday, August 5th, 2010She sails on rivers of blood
Aboard screaming ships
Silhouetted by doomsday words
And flashlight dreams
While God’s malformed Hell hounds
suck pungent nectar from barbed plants
Yet she sings
With arms raised her words do battle
Flashing argent against the coal black sky
Coruscating and relentless
Blazing and incorruptible
While God’s demons devour
Soul charms and innocence.
Her ship voyages dangerous seas
Sailing amidst heart’s cost and pregnant tears
Her verse a nimbus
Freeing dreams to roam where they will
While God seeds blackened crops
And broken wills
Casting runes like wizard spells
Enchantments that climb rainbows
With vines of creation healing broken souls
While God’s wraiths
Sow tears among the fallen
She sails on rivers of blood
Aboard screaming ships
Silhouetted by doomsday words
And flashlight dreams
The Chalice
Tuesday, April 20th, 2010An old friend of mine Moondreamer finally consented to throw some words down here. He is what I call a real pansy ass. Rest assured he would laugh at that characterization and call me an Attila the Hun wanna be. Oh well, here is Pansy ass’s contribution.
Would you drink from this plain chalice I offer?
Neither jewel encrusted
Nor layered in precious metal
Did not Guinevere taste from it?
Arwen?
I do not come as mendicant
I come as one who would know you
Would you drink?
Would you know me?
Peel the layers
Of falseness
Into my heart?
I wish to taste you
Savor your essence
This world can no longer contain my hunger
My desire
My will
One night
While the Gods sleep
And the world suspends it’s tortuous path
Yet can it be?
Can the universe sustain such passion?
Yet One night…
One night…
I would stop the stars
Still the beating of false heart
Cause songbirds to rise as one
And sing a symphony
That compels the world
To listen…
Proclaim to the world.
That beauty’s heart still beats
In you
JUST ONE NIGHT!
I would lay prone
And take the pain
That bathes you
And the particles that define us
Will rearrange
Differently
Would you have me stand outside your closed door?
Locked against the boredom of this world?
Yet
It cannot be
This world does not reward a true heart
And…
The stars will weep
Their light less bright
This world will stop
And feel an emptiness
And the songs of this world
Will sigh…
The Wind whispers her name
Friday, March 12th, 2010Can you hear her?
Beauty abused
Love unrequited
Her quill dipped in passion fire
Lilting
Setting the world in flames
Brighter than day
Darker than the silent moon
Paper can not contain her words
They cry and immolate
And ask why?
Blackened ash screams across the crying breeze
her words frothing on a beach of gravitational singularity
Painting forlorn beauty
The circle seeking completion with elusive Tangent.
Know!
I will be there
In the darkness of your night
When all is gone
Reason abandoned
The wind …
Will always whisper her name
Her Reflection~para
Tuesday, February 9th, 2010She sits at her vanity
Peering at her reflection…
Deep lines plague her forehead,
Her pale skin, matte,
The downturned scowl denies
Any beauty to radiate
From her visage–
He had made her ugly.
He’d poisoned the well
From which her quill drank
Until all she could express
Was vile anger and repugnance;
It stole the sun from her days
And the comfort from her pillows
At night.
He’d sent letters of splendor
Exquisite outpourings of adoration
And striking gardens of golden sunsets,
Such awe-inspiring images of devotion
And eternal love–
They were never addressed to her.
Still
She kept them tucked in her heart,
Decay rooted into infection
And disease surged outward
With each silent beat.
She sits at her vanity
Peering into her reflection
Reminiscing moments
Of days
When the warmth of the sun caressed her cheek
And flowers perished fragrant
For her mere attention…
She had been beautiful then.
©Jen2010 2–8
Our House Of Horror~para
Monday, February 8th, 2010I’m at a loss as I fall
To my knees and scream to what lies beyond
The skies
What lies beyond the walls
Of this house you’ve built for us…
I hear your cries shackled
In a room far below
Stirring the dust on my chains
As I rant and rave in defiance
To these blood-encrusted cuffs meant not to drain
The life coursing through my veins
But my will…
My will to escape…
The darkness bubbles before my eyes
Stained in the deepest red
For it’s all that I see
Deriding the light of truth
That I will never be free of this house
Of your cries
That I can never assuage…
Music down the hall seeks
To nullify
To temper my fevered brow
But it only lends eerie to horrified
Lends question to fear
For now
Is the only moment my life can grasp…
Upon bruised and scabbed knees
I hang
Arms splayed in a mock cross
Bleeding from the inside out
Too many years residing in the dark
A nocturnal wisp of a soul
Sacrificed
For your freedom…
Freedom you never embraced.
©Jen2010 2–8
Her Love. Her Poet. Her Warrior. ~A Susan/Oddpoet Collab~
Saturday, February 6th, 2010
On crisp parchment unfolded from within a weathered pouch
Delivered by an unknown horseman
His words came to her…
“Inamorata…
The darkness is complete
Through Hades lies
And Cerberus’s breath
I believe again we’ll meet…”
The visible tremble in his usually elegant cursive frightened her.…
“They
Say no man can escape his death
Yet
It’s what I seek to do
I’d travel
Long and troubled roads
to
lie again with you.”
Silently hot tears began to fall
They stung her cheeks
His words, now blurred through the saline and fire light
Grasping the paper he once touched ever tighter
She read the words of her love, her poet, her warrior…
“Beloved
The Stars are strange here
Their mocking light
Lending credence to the darkness
All
Manner of Demon spawn
Assault me
Whispering…
Taunting…
Telling me
You are a lie
That beauty such as yours
Does not exist”
She knew this day would come
The old woman had warned her
The prophecy she denied
It now beseeched her
“It’s as if
They seek to deny you
Have me disavow the
The fidelity of you
I cannot
Give lie
To the truth of you”
The fire in her hearth roared
Blazing with the pain in her heart
She fell to her knees
Shivering in fear, feeling her loss
Despite his determination
Doubt befell her
The witch was wise
The prophecy fulfilled
But yet, he still believed…in her.
“You are the waypath
The
Road
Back to the world
Where dappled Sunlight
weaves webs on flowing streams
Where caressing breeze
Orchestrates the dance of leaves”
Her heart trembled
The locks of golden hair softly flowing
across her shoulders reverberated with her pain.
Carrying the weight of each sob and gasp…
His love was unlike anything she had ever known
“I can no longer suffer this darkness
I seek the light
I seek you
I recall your image in my mind
Growing
Fusing unto itself
Exploding outward
Like a newly birthed Sun
I cast away the chains that would bind me here
Your image glows in the darkness
Laying the creatures low
And I walk
Determined
One step
Then another
Closer
Ever closer to you…”
She traced the last of his words with her finger…
“They call me the
Heretic”
“So
be
it.…..”
Fate had found her.
Her love, her poet was gone.
Falling away like the ink from the parchment
“So be it.…..” She uttered.
And then there was the dipping in the well…
A well of ink to fill the quill of her hurt and her pain.
Once she began, the words flowed for weeks and days.
As did her tears.
Her poet was gone.
“They
Say no man can escape his death…”
“So be it.…..” She cried.
She had never written a word of verse before that day.
She only mused the beauty of the others.
But she loved his the most.
And he knew it.
She was his muse.
He was inspired.
He would create.
“I seek the light
.…I seek you”
Under the gaze of her love
He had written lines laced with colorful complexities and meandering metaphors.
Twisted meanings like puzzles with unseen keys.
They made her think.
And she smiled with delight.
And the passionate ones, of love, were few and far between.
When they came they brought tears to her eyes and a smile to her lips.
But now, her poet was gone.
“All
Manner of Demon spawn
Assault me…”
“So be it.…..” She wept…
Then, in a morning’s mourning, she sat at his desk, alone.
Fingers traced the parchment of his choosing.
Crisp and clean.
Unlike the dusty and soiled parchment delivered in the horseman’s pouch.
“Beloved
The Stars are strange here…”
She closed her eyes and caressed her cheek with his brilliant white quill.
Oh, how she’d watched it dance in the evening’s fire light.
Night after night as he wrote she watched it sway in his strong hands.
Spinning tales and lines and magic before her eyes.
She admired his mind. And loved his soul.
But now, her poet was gone, and her days turned to night.
“Whispering…
Taunting…
Telling me
You are a lie”
“So be it.…..” She cursed.
Her nights were the days she wrote the most.
Line after line she found her voice.
She tried to purge her pain.
But it would not go away.
Again and again, there was the dipping in the well…
A well of ink to fill the quill of her hurt and her pain.
And she knew…
it was forever.
“I recall your image in my mind
Growing
Fusing unto itself
Exploding outward
Like a newly birthed Sun
I cast away the chains that would bind me here
Your image glows in the darkness
Laying the creatures low
And I walk
Determined
One step
Then another
Closer
Ever closer to you…”
“So be it.…..”
She closed the door.
Her poet was gone…
Sad Girl
Sunday, December 13th, 2009I see your hidden tears
Wrapped up in inner confusion.
I see your dreams and fears
Awash
Abandoned
Amid the cheer of illusion.
Life assaults you
Yet, you fight
So precious you are
Filled with all in which I delight
In you I find the light
That casts away the darkness
You still the pain
I
Always feel.
The joy…
I need.
You are the crystallized snowflake
The chill of a winter dawn.
The soothing caress of sunlight
You heal this soul Oh so torn.
You are the unanswered phone call
The silence that greets my cries
Oh unrelenting sadness
Yet I try..
And try.
You are all…
all
I need
The Last Poet #3
Saturday, December 12th, 2009My scream painted sin
Across the summer sky
The world
Wobbled on its axis
Paused
Held its breath
The trees trembled
Samson knelt before me
And prepared to die
“Scarred Man” he began
His lips quivering
“They came in the night”
“The Chorus and I drew sword”
“”She bade us hold”
“And left with them”
His hands twisted in rage and shame
Yes
He would die for her
I let him live
My breaths came in ragged gasps
Her voice
Suddenly
Came to me
As it had for three years now
And my eyes squeezed
In vain
To stem the tears
That washed my scarred face
She was alive!
I moved to my horse
Samson and other members of the Chorus
Eyes gleamed
And followed
Their blood lust
Palpable
I winced
Men who
Once coaxed
Beauty
And Life
From Dirt
Would become
What I have always been
The enemy had much
To answer for.
“Samson”
“Double the guard”
“And prepare to move”
It was as if I struck him
“But…”
I never gave orders twice
My horse wheeled
As I methodically approached the castle
My body was strewed with arrows
I couldn’t die
Until she told me
I could
The berserker was upon me
My sword screamed
And Sang
In the key of rage.
My blade glowed incandescent
Its white fire
Unquenchable
Blood hissed and splattered
My hated essence blazed
Who would dare touch her?
Those who stood before me
Died
The rest fled
Three witch word singers
Hurled arcane verse
At me
Just before there heads
Came to rest on the floor
I stormed the room that I knew held her
Five men died
Quickly
There
She was
The Last Poet and a Word Mage
Were engaged
In eldritch incantations
Her hands were bound
Impeding her
From verse flow
He was not
Nor could he ever
Be
A match for her
I almost laughed.
But decided to kill him
Instead
The Word Mage eye’s widened
Hurled
Death verse at me
His words crumbled and howled
In useless fury
“I am already dead fool”
I flung the Word Mage out the window
And watched
As his body tumbled
Cursing
That I could not hurt him
More.
I gathered her in my arms
“You know
You really have to stop doing that”
She curled up in my arms
And the world was
Once again
Tolerable
Hope
Was
Alive
A bird sang
The last Poet
Monday, November 30th, 2009Blinded by tears
And memory
I stumble
Over
Dead bodies
The Sun
Begging forgiveness
Envelopes
Me
And tries
To warm
This cold soul
Broken children
Arms and legs
Spread
At impossible angles.
Stab at my heart
The scent of lilac
Competes
With the decay of flesh
Always screaming
In mute agony
The world is not a kind place
It cares little
But for
Sunrises
Sunsets
Ticks of an
Unforgiving clock
Amid the rubble
Of our collective sins
I found her
She smiled
And broke the heart
I though I no longer
Had
I would never kneel before any God
But I knelt before her
She was the last Poet
The faint hope
Of a dying race
With an innocence
That broke my heart
She said
“You are the scarred man”
You are here to die for me?”
Words
Had long since left me
I shouldered my pack
And began the journey
To
The long and dark
Lonely road
She clutched my hand
I fought off
The momentary revulsion
I forgot the touch
Of another
Human being
“It’s alright”
“Are we not friends?”
Her knowing smile
Belied her youth
We walked
In silence
“You know”
“You don’t have to die”
I didn’t answer
I was already dead
I scanned the landscape
For
Enemies
The howling of wolfs
Sang
With heart rending
Loneliness.
“Such a sad song they sing”
I gripped
The unfamiliar touch
Tighter