They come unbidden
Hated moisture best left for germinating someone else’s pain
Blubbering like some faggot Mother fucker
Don’t touch me!
I do not need your comfort!
When they come
They will not stop
A broken water main
Fucking with traffic
STOP YOU MOTHER FUCKER
I am NOT A FAGGOT!
yet they leak from my eyes
Palm pressed against can not stem that flow
Staining clothe innumerable
as I cry blood!
Why am I thus assaulted?
Why does the lonely cry of a mourning dove
Drive me to my knees?
Why does the wistful look of parting lovers
scream heartache that shakes my soul!
Do my tears
partition this Earth
And renew this World?
I will have no part of this madness!
I will drown in them
Let my tears sizzle in Hell
I will bath this world in tears
and dim the flames of pain
Sizzle tears of blood
my gift to this sad world.